I feel as if I'm being denied of many many many things once I leave Singapore.
For instance, I won't be able to watch The OC on tv anymore, I can't read the new Potter book when it hits the bookstores here , I can't go sun tanning at Sentosa, I can't do this can't do that, can't do any damn thing.
And Iris is nowhere to be found, until the 11th of July that is.
I wonder if people would feel as depressed and lost if they were in my shoes.

Chok said something that made me ponder..
"Never put too much trust in your friends... learn how to use ur enemies.
Hire an enemy and he will be more loyal than a friend... becos he has more to prove."
So really, who are friends? Friends who stay as friends throughout a lifetime, friends who backstab and in turn become your enemy, enemies who hated you because of clique-conflicts but in the end, turn out to become pretty close friends with you.
Who can you trust? I say no one but yourself. And your parents.
Not your siblings, not your spouse, not your other half, not even the person whom you call your bestfriend. Just think about the times when we were in school. How many times have you told people or heard from people this phrase, "shit man.. I didnt study.. I'm soooo gonna fail."? Wow, and when the test comes back, you(they) ace it?
People lie because they wanna succeed. In every single aspect of life. So you know, they don't really care if you get hurt or left behind in the process of winning the race. It's all abt me, me and me.
Don't point the finger at me and accuse me of being cynical or skeptical. You know deep down in your heart, what I said actually has some truth.