Shit just gets worse and worse. Just hoping that my bad luck streak would change for the better when March draws nearer, but looking at past records, I say it wouldn't.
For starters,
-I lost my goodiest friend. Not literally but it feels like it.
-I just tried on cj's uniform for fun and I was in for a shock. Yup.. I couldn't buckle up the skirt. OH YES!!!
-Stared hard at my own reflection and realised my torso is morphing into someone whom we used to tease damn alot. Fuck karma when it comes to this please. I HATE YOU! I'm a mess of a mass/ mass of a mess. x(
-Feel like an epidemic/outcast and everyone's trying to avoid me.
-Can't help but wonder if my intuition is actually factual.

That's not all of course.
People have been wondering why my face is perpetually expressionless when I'm in the office. And what do I say? "Oh no la.. I'm just tired." Same old lousy excuse I've been using ever since forever.

colleague: how come you look so pissed?
me: huh?? where got.. i'm just tired. *strains a smile*

I think its better if I shut up and listen more. I get less retribution for all the bitching I've done(I'm sure to be sent straight down to hell once my time is up), you never know who to trust in the office, and basically, I don't even feel like talking anymore.
Just so fed-up with this mundane, routined and aimless life I'm leading now.

*We never grow up. We just learn how to act in public.