I am not - your average sweet, demure and well-mannered girl
I hurt - my ass
I love - to be alone and that fat niece of mine
I hate - people who talk incessantly and have no sense of responsibility, amphibians, reptiles, birds and anything that looks abnormal
I fear - the day i have to collect my results
I hope - to scrape through and get into a decent uni
I crave - for a personality alteration
I regret - nothing
I care - about my gfs
I always - like to read
I have long - hair
I feel alone - and am quite happy about it
I listen - to tricia and her bitching
I hide - my collection of sweets in the office
I drive - people mad
I sing - classic songs
I dance - badly
I write - nonsense
I breathe - heavily when i feel lethargic
I play - the piano
I miss - piano lessons and school
I search - for so called happiness (pls don't laugh as much as it sounds cliche)
I learn - to mess with my own thoughts
I feel - extremely bored
I know - i bitch damn alot and am not well liked
I say - things that i sometimes don't understand
I fail - to exercise regularly
I dream - about things that never make any sense
I wonder - about my future
I want - everything to settle down
I worry - about almost everything
I wish - i could say "fuck you, bitch!" to mary
I fight - for my tv rights
I need - sleep
I am - actually not who you think i am
I have - a serious case of attitude problem and a tongue that only seems to speak of nothing but vulgarities. I'm trying to change
Was just thinking, when you love someone, you're be able to overlook all of his/her faults. Then when things turn nasty, the things you used to find "cute", or "sweet" becomes "irritating" and "annoying".
When you're deeply in love, you're so full of praise. When there's no chemistry left, words like "jerk", "bitch", "idiot" start to appear. What am I exactly driving at?
I realised that I do not love myself. Simply because I am never afraid to criticize myself and admit my flaws. That's a controversial issue isn't it? And perhaps, what I've just said didn't make any sense again.
