You can hate me but I'm still gonna say this. My exams are
O.V.E.R!!!!
Having said that, there's still odd feeling of wanting to pick up my books and start studying. It's like I haven't accomplished a great deal of shit. Like I haven't studied
that hard for the exams and I'm overwhelmed by guilt. As usual, so what's new?!
I hate living the kind of lifestyle that I'm gonna have for the next few months. Idling around, watching tv, walking the whole of town (in heels proves to be a killer too) can only kill so much time. Not enough. I'm definitely going to find a job. A decent job that doesn't allow the boss to boss me around like I'm some idiotic fucktard from the ITE. Bad memories linger you know.
So how? I think my brain cells are gonna die. I just pray that everything goes smoothly and my grades allow me to get into a decent uni. But I highly doubt that cos today's econs paper was damn demoralising. I thought I heard
The Cheater saying it was damn easy.
I've included driving lessons as one of my post exam activities. That's something to look forward to. And if I get my license soon enough, I can drive the people I like around. Hmm.. maybe even selective bastards from camp too. x)
Anyhow, I met my
biatch,
mosielohsee and
baby cakes today!!!!!!!!! People watching at lido with one group of cheena ah bengs on your right, and a bigger group of mats on your left was damn scary. No hotties were spotted so I came to this ingenious conclusion; the cool people are studying for the A levels.
I really need to plan what I'm gonna do with my life now. Living each day as it is, proves to be far too mundane and dreary. I wish I was back in school. Everyday is a new chapter, although my life has never been that good. But nonetheless, looking at the people somehow makes me happy. Sigh..
Which reminds me, my
AF darlings, can we go Escape someday soon?? Crystle said asap before she resumes school, i.e: officially on the 6th of Dec, un-officially, one week later. Can can can???? Please????
I'm bored already. Bye bye.
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