Extreme restlessness.
This crazy weather has definitely taken its toll on me. Soon, there'll be this mad rush to collect the clothes that are hung outside. Yeah.. Can say that I'm not exactly used to doing most of the household chores. The only thing that I do when my maid's around, is to make my own bed and put the rice bowl back into the sink. Heh.
Today, I helped Swan cook instant noodles. She finished it so it's safe. There's still heaps of clothes that are waiting to be ironed. I love ironing, fyi.
I wonder what's the big commotion over the prom. I'm caught in it too. I think it's a damn waste of money and time. Did I mention it kills the legs when wearing those fuckin sky high heels? It causes mental retardation too. (Clara was caught holding one heel in the hand, looking like she was ready to whack some idiot on the head. Oh. The other was still on her foot.)
I think people who are capable of doing the chameleon trick should be condemned by society. Heard so many cases that I automatically yawn upon hearing another. Guess it's the "in" thing now to be able to morph into an entirely different thing. I can't do that and I don't intend to either. Does that make me a loser? Hah. It's just one big cycle of making use of people anyway.
Just to sum it up, I don't think anything matters as much as it used to. The old me used to be affected by almost everything that doesn't sound/look normal. Now, things are just blah. Perhaps I was over reacting and being ultra paranoid in the past. Or maybe.. spending quality time with my darlings' heals the soul. Right. That sounded like a bag full of bullshit. Hahaha.
Well, I think I'm happier (besides that occasional shit that gets flung right at me). I could be wrong you know. I mean, I've been living in self-denial for far too long that I might have already been used to it. So.. yeah. This could be another case of e'an-deluding-herself.

*We're not gonna be just a part of the game
We're not gonna be just the victims
They're taking our dreams and they tear them apart