Bloody hell. I'm still feeling sore about the paper. I tell you, I'm uber uber pissed about so many fuckin things!!! I could really scream into someone's ear and cause permanent damage.
1. I can't stand my house being surrounded by construction sites that are breeding mosquitoes. It's like, MOSQUITOE GALORE. When I say surrounded, I mean surrounded. The bloody condo behind, 2 houses opposite my house and my freakin jackass neighbour who uses the house as an office. Leaves the garden totally unattended. I bet the drain's clogged up with leaves and stagnant water. I'm a chem student. Even a stupid ass would know mossies breed in stagnant water.
2. I get confused with economic terms. High i/r -> BOP surplus -> exchange rate appreciates? I dunno wtf I'm doing. My econs is so motherfuckin doomed. I don't even know whether what I just said makes sense.
3. I can't stand people who absolutely love to criticise everyone they see and end up doing the exact same thing. Non-stop motormouthing irritates the shit out of me I swear. Shut up bitch!
4. Don't irritate me before any exam. I'm already highly stressed and I swear I'll bite. Playing mind games won't work. I know you well enough. You are the same bitch.
5. I think only IJ girls are sincere. This, I am sure of. Or at least they are much much much more sincere than girls of other all-girls school. Direct with our words, we don't bother beating around the bush. As much as we bitch, we aren't as evil. Oh, we don't own masks. We don't portray an innocent front but contain a highly impish, devil like creature with a scheming mind.
6. Competition amongst your friends is perfectly fine. In fact, I encourage a fair competition. It motivates you(until the pt you sit for some fucked up math paper). BUT, using underhand means to achieve your goal is simply fucked up. Why? Don't dare to take up the challenge is it? Have to resort to using your secretive methods, reverse psychology and being a closet mugger in order to do better? Coward! Shallow bitch!
7. How can I exclude Kiss & Tell. My my.. Guys who do that are despicable. Then again, if they don't, we won't get to hear of interesting news. AF gatherings would then be ohsoboring. I think we're evil. Stuffing ourselves silly with gossips while some girl out there doesn't even know she's been labelled a slut by the boys. And the whole world knows about what she did. I mean, as much as it gives us a sense of satisfaction knowing what went on(gfs: remember what steffie told us abt the "HUH??? YOU SAW CUM ON MY MOUTH??" ?), it isn't exactly nice to the girl. I think I ought to stop participating. I'll just sit and listen and keep my bloody mouth shut. Karma. Guys should seriously shut up and stop bragging about how many girls they've screwed. It's pathetic to boost your ego and popularity by announcing how many girls you had sex with. For all you know, you might have sucked sooooooo bad in bed. Time for the seldom Girl's turn to kiss and tell. What went on behind closed doors are supposed to be private and can only be shared between trustable close friends. It's called mutual respect. Stupid shitheads. If you guys are guilty of that, stop it!!! If you have kept whatever on goings between you and a few close friends, then give yourself a pat on the back.
Hur hur.. I feel better already. No wonder people of the same kind hang out together. I'm soooooo glad I backed out before I morph into something similar subconsciously.
One piece of advice; people who look innocent, sweet and are over friendly are the worst kind of friends you can ever make. They stab you in your back. Not once, not twice. But repeatedly until you become numb and oblivious of the pain. I don't mean back-stabbing although that can happen too. That kind of stabbing. Whoaaaa. I hope I don't ever get that shit ever. I'll be the greatest fool then.
I like the way my biatch expresses herself even when she's angsty. Beautiful. Unlike me. Garbled thoughts and spewing words incoherently. Gahh..