Just received this note from a friend. It totally made sense. I'm feeling guilty over here cos I thought the friendship was made available just for the times when I needed to rant, cuss or simply go on my infamous random high. Well, I'm wrong. Very. It's the warm and fuzzy feeling I get after knowing that there ARE friends out there who genuinely care for my well being, that really pleases me. I've grown to realise that it really doesn't matter if the 2 of us seldom talk and all. It all boils down to the "special connection" and chemistry that we share. In fact, the people who are close to you might not always be the ones who'll provide you with "words of wisdom". Think about it. Most of your friends will be there when you're having a good time. But those who'll stick with you thru thick and thin, you'll be able to count them with only 5 fingers. I'm grateful that I have friends like these to fall back on. Esp you. x)
Gosh! That one paragraph of words made me snap back to reality. Was drifting too far away from the harsh realities of life. It's scary to know that I'm capable of doing such stuff.
Onto other less significant stuff, I've made a extremely painful decision. I.am.not.going.for.Blue's.concert. I'm being practical here. It's gonna suck all of the buckeroos from my wallet if I wanna get a good view. Plus with so many birthdays coming up, I think presents are my priority. And since we're on the topic of birthdays and all........
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, MY DARLING, XIA-SUAY BUDDY, 1/7 OF THE AFS, ZYZY'S GIRLFRIEND AND OF COURSE MY ONE AND ONLY IRREPLACIBLE BF AND LOVE OF MY LIFE
You're the most irritating piece of fuck shit I've ever met and unfortunately, the one I happen to love most too. Been thru countless of bitchings, cat fights, been there for you just like how you were always there for me and stealing hugs(me from u). Seen you cry, seen you smile, know all of your dark deeds *hurhur! vice versa x)*, been there done that(all those nasty and silly things we do and fill in the blanks). You're truly one special angel. Note: I said angel. Not hantu. I don't care if tsui calls us the dumbest persons alive. I love you for who you are. Aren't you glad we did the dreaded "small talk" last year? I think my actions speak louder than the pathetic words that fill up the empty spaces. In everyday school life. Hahaha. *muaah*
Okay. The rest's personal. Personal service for my personal bf. x)
And I think I might have been neglecting my swan for far too long. My apologies dear! Look on the bright side; at least you finish the dreadful prelims tmr! And you can happily throw your notes to one corner for errr. A few hours. Go party!!! Damn econs and the useless econs dept.

*Give the relationship some recognition