Just came back from watching
Trocks. x) yep. The smiley says it all.
On a more serious note, after reading my
biatch's blog, familiar scenes and images started to flood my mind. But, I'm glad to tell you, biatch, that so far, I haven't made any of the "mistakes" that you've stated. Whether it's official or not anyway. My greatest regrets are always from other sources. Heh
This is to add on to what she said. The thought of losing a close friend sucks. When it really does happen, the feeling's just... I dunno. Words aren't able to express the kinda feeling. I don't mean acquaintances of course. No one is able to keep all the friends they make along the way. Gain some, lose some. But if the one you happen to lose as a friend was actually the one who was there for you in the wee hours, when you needed to talk but not talk,(get what I mean right?) the one who made you find your inner-self and strengths, the one who told you off when you screw things up and not put on a facade and go "haha", the one who knocks sense into you(not very pleasant at that pt of time but I was really thankful after that), the one who can make you laugh so hard and also cry, the very one who taught you never to underestimate yourself..... fuck man. Don't ask me why I'll be/I'm sad. It's obvious isn't it? Gfs, thats you. And of course some retards including the one who hasn't seen any pussies expt for cats *grin*, the comp geek and maybe selective others.
Everything seems
pretty ok now.. But after we leave college, how many of the friends we've made over the past 2 years are we gonna keep? It's scary cos my intuition tells me, 5 yrs down the road, I can count the number of friends I'm still in contact with, with 10 fingers. That's why in my previous post, I asked if friendship really does have an expiry date.
Bet everyone's guilty of at least this: When you see someone you know and used to talk to in school or on the streets, sometimes, we just pretend it didn't happen and turn away.
The world is too terrible. Maybe cos it's unpredictable. I just realised that guys do even worse backstabbing than us. Easy to fathom out? Probably. Maybe this was what they meant by gender equality.
Gahh.. just feeling particularly emotional these few days. With all the things that bf and I have been harping on; nonsensical randoms, serious shit, kb-ing about everything, yada yada. AFs, seems like the only person I've been mentioning in my blog is just tricia. Heh. It's just that she was the only soul I've been seeing most often ever since the holidays started. Not that I've forgotten you people. Never ever. A clique within a clique is inevitable. Especially when includes 7 bitches. Whatever happened to our chocolate buffet? Wasn't that supposed to be done last year?!
I guess I've said enough. Need to keep some thoughts for the future posts.
*Sure!