I didn't mean it. I thought I was in control of everything. But somehow, asking me to look you in the eye without having my vision fogged up seems like an impossible task.
You're hell right.. I can never seem to hide anything from you. I'm a bad liar. Too bad for my own good.
Perhaps I've been replaying too many thoughts too frequently. The throbbing headache is making my world spin outta control.
Abruptness isn't exactly my cup of tea. But I have to make do with everything when my status has been altered.
Isn't it obvious that the obsession is here to stay? And that barbie was just a play toy? Or am I wrong? Prove to me then.
Can I now stereotype durians as a stinkin fruit and they'll never ever taste good? I tasted 3 seeds and they all smell bad and when it touches the tip of my tongue, it's as good as drinking aqueous ammonia. I've really had enough. Really really enough.
August/September has never been good months for as long as I remember. No wait. My life has never been smooth sailing to begin with. When I thought that my luck has finally changed for the better, situations have proven me wrong by bringing me down. Harder, faster and sometimes, without any reason.
I can't ask for anything more. I was really in heaven while it lasted.

Bf, I'm really sorry for having to wake you up so many many times. I know my voice aint exactly pleasant and my random high can really irritate the shit outta you. But like I told you earlier on, bear with me ok? I miss you terribly. By the time you see this, hopefully your sore eye is gone. We'll go catch a brainless bimbotic show. It's been a long time since I watched something senseless.

*Digging my way through the lies to find the truth.