The ability for me to view my own situation as from the point of view of a 3rd party has made me realise that things aren't as picture perfect as we thought it would be. But I understand. All good things must come to an end anyway. I'm ready to face reality.
I should learn to cultivate
extra sensitivity nowadays too. It's horrid when I say things that I shouldn't or when I know I should mask my opinions but I don't. The consequences fuckin suck.
Regarding everything and anything, I guess my presence obviously doesn't make any significant difference.
when I say no to you, I mean it. So quit trying to tell me the benefits that I'll miss out if I don't agree. Fuckin morons.
Lastly, I'm not gonna be so nice anymore.
This post sounds angsty cos my blog has become a place for me to filter my thoughts, get rid of all that shit so I have excess capacity and can put my brains to better use. Now, it's clogged up with godknowswhat. Yeah yeah.. then we can go syphon out the nasty bits by typing them out.
*Finding an escape route
