I'm just gonna say that after I saw my pathetic results from my self acclaimed mugging, I felt that the whole exam was nothing but a big joke. A joke starring myself, E'An.
Honestly, all that crap mugging for chemistry went down the drain, into the sewer at Ulu Pandan and into the Ocean. Probably on its way to the Mediterranean. Fuck.
Undeserving people shouldn't gloat about their good results because I always have something to counter whatever you say. My marker was a mother fucker of a cheebye who can't even try to be a little lenient, looking at the already pathetic pass rates for chemistry. So there was 3 marks deducted off for not drawing the arrows correctly, another 1 mark off for wrong state symbols, another 2 marks off for no workings(the darn workings are totally irrelevant pls). BIATCH!!!! Minus minus minus. No wonder I got a fuckin E grade!! Sandra Tan can totally kiss her "I want 100% passes for chemistry k?" goodbye.
Bitch, stop smiling to yourself. One day.. Just one day, we're all gonna laugh right back at you. For those pain you caused your friends, for those big time back stabbing, for those times you lied abt not being a closet mugger, FUCK YOU! You'll never be forgiven even if it means that all of us have committed a huge sin. Mark my words, never.
Of course I'm full of angst. You would be too if you were in my shoes and also my darlings'.
Today started off really badly. The flu's still there. I shan't say more.
Bf and mo, pls start motivating each other to study ok?! Bf, I don't want you to end up like your sister. We all gotta start bucking up if we don't want to get this kinda grades for the A's. We don't even have a full cert damnit! Promise ok????
On a totally different note, Swan's got the accurate mouth syndrome. Fuck. I knew I shouldn't have said anything so soon. It just ends up jinxing the whole thing! Thank god it's only today. I doubt I'll even survive the next time I'm faced with the same situation. No meetings on Sundays cos I'm due on Friday.
Charlie's Librarian,not sure if you noticed but my fingers were quivering when he came in. I was like, ya. Exactly what you saw. I know I looked totally anal by smiling, not smiling, with tissues perpetually in my nose, writing. OMG. I'll never wanna end up in this situation again. It's sucha heart attack when Charlie went "Eh **" Why did you think I had sucha major reaction. Hahahahahaha. Screw him. Both of them. Nasty nasty! x)
Bf, Can you pls update me? You never update me anymore. I feel unloved.
-I know that I have a problem with organising my entries. It's all jumbled up. That's why I failed my gp ok?-

*Deluded