I'm becoming more anal. Not that I wasn't one in the past, but the symptoms of being an analyst(another great invention of mine) are becoming more obvious now.
I really shouldn't ponder too much cos I'll just feel more retarded, un-loved and cranky.
So it's Saturday already. Bf drove away with another man. Crystle's probably having fun with fruityboy god knows where. Mosie is like at Mahalo with the cat high ppl. And of course, there's me who's stuck in front of the computer screen as I can only seek solace in blogging when I'm at home. All this talking isn't making any sense to anyone, isn't it? I know I'm sucha sod.
Where's my loserbuddy? He's always making use of me, calling me up at ungodly hours, sounding so damn rude and making it seem like I'm obliged to talk to him(doesn't matter if it's nonsensical). Fuckit. But I still attempt to talk to him. Even before my damn chemistry/econs paper. Just to hear him complain about how he's gonna fuck up econs cos he has only covered like 2 topics. But it's ok. I can deal with that. It's kinda a favour that I'm returning him, after I called him up at 2+am last year just because I was feeling sorry for myself after youknowwhat happened. He, apparently, has alot to update me about his life. But, again, I'm so gonna find out from others and when he finally tells me like say 2 weeks later, I'm gonna tell him what I always tell him. "I already heard it" and then narrate the whole story to him. -rolls eyes- c'mon. What's new man. I feel like calling my loserbuddy up now. But on second thought, I won't. He's having great fun now anyway. I think I'll just have to wait till he calls me. Which is I dunno when.
I lead such a pathetic, mundane and predictable life. It sucks. The same cycle repeats everyday! I need like some positive major changes around balls.
Which reminds me. I cut trimmed my hair today. No one noticed it. Clara was being nice by saying she could tell that it was more layered. Thank you dear. 2 inches pls! Now I know why guys always say they can't tell the difference when a girl cuts her hair. Unless it's like from long hair to short, spiffy looking kinda hairstyle. Screw you!
Charlie's librarian: I bought the jelly beans that you offered me on Wednesday!! I've decided that purple shall be my favourite flavour. x) Now that he's becoming more serious and moody, I'm getting sleepier by the week. Haven't you realised? When he used to make jokes about Indian Mamas and Chicken Rice, I was wide awake and thouroughly annoyed. Now, I'm just sleepy. His totally ugly looking gold specks are such a turn off. Enhances his tadpole looking eyes eh? Oh well. I'll be seeing you later. Wei Li better come. Btw, I saw Kenneth's gf and so did she. Lets just say, errrrrrrrrr
Okay. A way too long post for someone who's on the brink of going mental. Maybe I should stop visiting that blog. I hate to be reminded of what I've been trying to forget. Period.

*Your behaviour lately is the very epitome of nonchalance