Just another emotional upheaval. No idea what's going on but I was thinking along the "I might have been a tad bit too harsh and went overboard" line.
Everything just seems so blur. It's like your favourite neoprint kept in the plastic cover for many years and when you eventually take it out to take another look at it, the colours somehow have merged together, forming a smudge. The faces of yourself and your friends have also been distorted, beyond recognition. A bad analogy but it's exactly how I'm feeling now.
Pardon me for the emotional outbursts now and then. I find it hard to express myself in a more proper and ladylike way. ( A thought just came to my mind and it disappeared again. I lost my train of thoughts and have nothing to say now)
Girls, have you all noticed a similar trend between us? Seems like we're all suffering from the same syndrome which I shall now call, "Thekarmaofbitchingtoomuch". Seriously. Nut, Butch-Boy, Girl-Fucker and hardcore paedophile's paedophile. Similar problems, similar emotions, similar hurt( with the exception of ex owner of Butch-Boy. i think). The one thing that we do in common; bitching. Fine. Lets not limit ourselves to just ourselves. Look at the biggest bitch in town. And her michael-jackson counterpart. Suffering from the same problem. Almost anyway. They bitch too! I think it's true. Too much coincidence with everything makes my stand even more justifiable. I'm scared. Maybe we shouldn't bitch as much. Like take a break or something. The lives of those who seldom bitch seems more comfortable. Less setbacks, more hair, and bastardised cases are almost zilch!
I have no idea why that thought came to my mind. It's like a bad omen, a warning sign to all of us. Before we all turn out to become friendless and no hardcore bitching partners are available. It's just as good as living in hellhole alone. And everyone bitches about you. Scary thought eh? It much just be for real.

*Fancy my imagination