How bad is bad?
To the extent you feel like you just poured acid onto a freshly opened wound.
Like someone took a needle and pricked your already deflating confidence balloon.
This totally fuckin sucks.
How much is enough?
Is it to the point whereby you know every single thing inside out and that you are able to regurgitate everything you've memorised?
Excuse me, but I admit that my brain capacity isn't made to store
that much of information.
People might say that, oh.. it's just the mid years. Can always work harder for prelims.
But fuck! I
HAVE worked fuckin hard for my chemistry. But like I said, How much is enough then? All that stupid shit 1 week of non stop chemistry has gone down the drain. It's yet another mediocre grade.
I can't believe I'm doing this to myself once again.
*Strained thoughts