I'm becoming more of a slob. Those who know me well enough, lemme just say this. I haven't been studying or opening any of my books since thursday night. Shocked? Yes. Me too. I had intended to get down to studying for the weekly econs test which is due tmr, but, no... I woke up late, read the papers, ate lunch, played with the kiddo, read Female( which btw is really good. esp this month's. Tons and tons of sex stuff, orgy.. yada yada. You get the gist), read *17, went back to sleep and now i'm on the comp. Going to granny's soon. So yeah. Another wasted day. I'm totally fucked. With exams drawing closer each day, and I'm still living life like I've just gotten my Honours degree.??!! Shan't continue cos this is freakin me out.
Just some thoughts that came to my mind while reminiscing in the shower-
Am I just his insignificant friend now? I'm beginning to notice the cracks and flaws in the friendship that I thought was seemingly perfect. I guess I should have known when avoidence came into the picture months back. Too bad for me cos I'm starting to feel the aftermath of this. This totally sucks! I can't just dismiss
the issue either. I need to talk. It's gonna be a monologue with myself. I'm gonna sound crazy but I can't help it. He never agrees to talk things out anyway.
Ok girls, I have this major list of movies I wanna watch. I can't believe they didn't spare a thought for JC ppl by airing these bimbotic shows that mosielohsee, crystle, bf and I like to watch, IN JUNE. damnit. I need movies. We'll spend the first week ok june on it ok girls?! *BEEG HUG* YOU TOO DEBS!

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