It really makes me stop whatever I'm doing and ponder about how on earth can I even laugh when crap shit as such is happening to me. Laughter aint the best medicine. Perhaps its just all make-believe and that by laughing, all the discomfort and hurt will go away. I'll believe it if I were 7. Not 17.
Its been close to a week since I last heard from *. Don't bother. Cos I'm trying not to give two hoots about it. Trying.
It'll be better if I heard you speak the blatant truth. I know your conscience won't pry its way into the depths of your soul. So speak up! Seemingly nonchalent but how sure am I? No confidence I might say.

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