Clara, your tag just made me realise how much I miss you, having a more significant part in my life. You were my shoe buddy, the person I hung out with 24/7 during breaks, at the grandstand when we zhaoed classes, outside the toilet for our hourly break, basically we were stuck together like glue during school hours. You were the one who waited at the bus stop for me when I woke up at 7, just to accompany me if I was really late and had to do detention, though we decided to zhao with Ant and Mo to get the fake mc. You were also the one whom I shared my daily secrets and updates abt you-know-who. We used to laugh and joke so much. We used to give each other hugs and squeal when you or I reach school. Used to do all of those in 1st 3 mths. Its all different now.
How come everything went downhill after we got posted to diff classes? I really wonder. I noticed that we hardly see each other anymore, expt during morning assembly. You don't come for chem lect anymore and I don't join u guys during our same breaks. Everything's just so distant between us. If I were to update you abt you-know-who, i'll take at least 3 days. So much heartaches and shit, but I didnt confide in you. Its like this mo-relationship has lost its chemistry. I dunno how to rekindle the flame esp now, when I'm always going home to complete my tutorials. You have dance when I'm free. Never seem to be able to make time out to bitch like the old days. I'm really sorry mo. I don't know what happened! But I'll tell you one thing for sure, I love you still as much as the past. That'll never change.

*That feeling still lingers