Ever got the kinda feeling when you heart totally sinks? Ever got the kinda experience whereby you put in so much hard work and consistency in your work but when it comes to exams, you just find that you're unable to perform? Partially because you simply cannot do, and the worst case, making tons of careless mistakes. Can I blame no one but myself? I don't think so.
3 months and counting but my luck hasn't improved a shit bit. In fact, it's probably getting a hell lot worse. Might be due to the fact the I cuss and swear excessively, bitch too much, gossip even more and this, is only one of the many retributions I'm getting. I'm sure there's a whole lot more to come.
I hate the fact that those ppl who put in so much less hardwork than me, do way better. That's just totally unfair. I can't stand the fact that the term "luck" actually does exist and for some people, it never ever seems to wear off.
As you can tell, I predicted it correctly. Triple O's are installed for me or at most a E O O, a good lecturing and nagging from the parents, and lastly, a very demoralised me.

*Shattered