Rubin: The feeling of being backstabbed by your very own best friend really sucks. Everyone knows that. To find out that he even had the audacity to do
that kinda shit to you, is even more unbearable... But like I said, its 8 long years of friendship. Ask yourself, are u willing to actually let go of something so precious? Friendships like yours doesn't come by often and once you decide to give it up entirely, you might never be able to recover it. I know the damage has already been done but like you said, " never let a *beep* come in between a friendship".. Doesn't it make more sense to hate the other party more than your bestie? You didn't tell me the whole story so this is what i picked up from the bits and pieces here and there.. I don't think i'm far from the fact, or am I? Lastly, really do cheer up. No point feeling down and upset for such a long time cos you're just doing more damage to yourself. So what if you cry yourself to sleep? I doubt both of them know that and probably don't even give a fuck, right? It took me 9 months to fully understand that theory. If you haven't, you'll eventually do so. Always remember that God has better plans installed for you. *hugs*
School work is already killing me. Faithfully doing my tutorials on time doesn't make much difference. I'm already buried by the pile of shit aka tests.
Never ending tests... 3 on average every week, and the cycle continues every week... Seriously, fuck shit man.. I don't even have a life anymore. The only place i can seek solace seems to be sitting in front of the computer.
Like get a life already?
What's worse? I have to sacrifice my weekends to go back for stupid tests and CIP. I don't even see the point of doing charity work when we're being forced to; merely obliging to the damn education system just to collect more CCA points. What's the real meaning of doing charity work? Wasn't it supposed to be done outta one's own willingness? Hah.. really ironic. Here, the school's preaching about ethics and then the system is in a way, black mailing us.. Just to let those who are still in dream land, thinking that Singapore's the greatest place on earth to live in, know that the whole system is corrupted.. From the top of the hiraki, right down to the bottom. That includes the stupid government who squeezes the last dime from us in the form of taxes, to the really damned school that i'm attending. The whole economy is already so bad, and there is the govt, increasing GST rates, taxing us for every single item we purchase.. What the fuck is he trying to do? Cause more unemployment and mark the history of Singapore, finally being able to reach the point of hyperinflation?!
Puh Lease... just cut the crap excuse of using the tax payers money to " inprove the standard of living." Digging roads all day long, building more neighbourhood schools and HDB flats, reclaiming land here and there.. Just fuck it. It hasn't improved the standard of living a single bit. We might be intellectually well above children of 3rd world countries but we're too pampered. Way too pampered. Don't make me go into the issue of being street wise coz the majority of us aren't...
If anyone has the opportunity to migrate abroad, pls do so... And don't ever come back... I don't see a future for us in this country...
*Damn politics
