I've got this feeling that its gonna work this time. Really... Never felt so certain about this issue. Ok, maybe once... and it lasted for 1 month. heh... i consider it an accomplishment. Yes. I get satisfied easily when it comes to things like these.
I'm gonna prove to myself that this shit can be solved. Perhaps being a homie and working have a part to play. The phone's always upstairs and i don't feel the itch to check if there are any messages, every now and then already. Work's keeping me busy, helps to divert my attention to pushing sales and having small talks with the fellow colleagues... pretty good deal i might say.
No doubt this would cross my mind every now and then but i'm beginning to stop dwelling on it. Yep... you could say i've received some form of enlightenment... but don't start congratulating me. yet. it's gonna jinx the whole thing... oh well....

*spit