I'm surprised that such things could happen between two people so close to me... now its like i feel as if i hardly know her anymore... I know i'm in no position to take a stand.. i'm torn apart...
Crystle: be strong... Never knew a friendship so strong could end up in such a tragic ending... we'll always be there for you yeah?
I had this sudden urge to blog down something but then... all the emotions have been drained away.... outta my system for good... its an empty skeleton without a soul... too many things have been occuring within a short span of 1 week... my own probs, my friends' probs... i god damn need to take a breather... i keep shooting myself in the back... still wondering why... why
why why
this time, i really fell too fast and way too hard....
you just had to cut open a fresh new wound, when the old one was beginning to heal. Didn't you? You seriously find sheer pleasure in seeing me down in the dumps aye? Talk about being sadistic... Well forget it.. you'll never be able to have your way with me... To prevent future misconceptions and misunderstandings, i think
this is the best way out... at least for me... i'm already prepared to forgo this friendship... in any case, its better than letting u make use of me time and time again isn't it? Yesterday was the very last straw..... No more of you and your fuck shit nonsense..
btw, if u ever chance across this entry, learn to exert some
sensitivity.. didn't your dearest alma mater teach you boys anything at all?
*Your presence still lingers within me
