I went on a shopping spree which wasn't exactly successful... well, as compared to veron, that is.. only managed to get my levi's 599 and a top. fuck. I'm still finding more non-denim skirts( the nice looking ones are fuckin hard to find i swear), pants, tops and a bag... saw a really nice one from Guess, tried to hint to my mom but she was being a cow... I figure that this week is more or less the end of my holiday.. its time to pull up my socks and get down to serious business...
Plus, i gotta say a bigggggggg thankyou to my everdearest bf, Tricia... my blogskin was kinda screwed and still is a little, but she helped me with the whole thing... wasted her time.. so sorry dear! But i do love you alot! x) Really glad that you found the answer to your very doubts... So proud of you... Now clara, you and i can embrace tommorow with no more fears, tears and uncertainties!!!!!!
This is impt news... ppl, pls be prepared to face a shit ass green when u go back to school on friday... the principal decided to paint the foyer an awful shade of green that somewhat resembles the uniform colour of tpjc... changed the nice long tables of LT1 and LT2 into the individual kind.. no more comfy sleeping for us anymore! *pouts*, changed the floor tiles and the tiles of the Quadrangle to the track kinda material... for fuck? i have no idea either... and yup... the PAC is not done... apparently, the contract has been terminated... i guess the school wasted money on unneccessary stuffs( what i've mentioned earlier on), and thus, not enough was left for impt stuff like the PAC... so much for
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Anyhow, I received a christmas message from him... nothing more than a simple "Merry Christmas..." was written, but somehow or another, it managed to trigger the emotional nerve in me... amazing isn't it?! It's hard keeping a distance from him and giving the cold shoulder... but i realise that it's the only way outta the hell hole for me... Hurt? Of course it still exists but there's nothing more i can do... He chose the easier way out by shoving the responsibilities to me... I'm not blaming him cos I did everything for him outta my own free will... Not regretting it and never will... Afterall, much of my hapiness was contributed by him...
*Harder than ever