My life seriously needs a whole lot more of excitement. I feel as if i'm trapped in a 70 yr old's body. I mean, who dreads going to town? I think i'm one of the only few... i spent like half of my day, day dreaming, fantasising about things that would never happen, staring into space, reminiscing about the past and hoping that destiny would change for the better... Right. But there's no harm in indulging in my own realm, isn't it? it's my life and if i choose to waste it away like that, there's nothing anyone can do to change that fact.
Clara and i just had this heart to heart talk about how people mananged to affect our lives dramatically.
"we have a utter soft spot for them and they hurt us in the most despicable way.". just to quote her... i have to agree with her... she's one girl that i can totally understand the position she is in and vice versa. Mo, i'm glad that there's this common and special thing we share between each other. That, is what makes us bond. We're not pathetic... we were never and will never be. Just remember what i told you. love you dear... it's not our fault that we met them. As you've told me when i was having the greatest depression ever, every mistake we make in life makes us stronger. I still remember that and i'm standing by what you told me.
Guess the situation i'm in now is inevitable in everyone's life. The only difference lies in the fact that i'm somehow unable to let go and move on easily. Or rather, everytime i try to, something has to happen and that prevents me to do so.
Cousin, i'm glad to hear you laugh again. Don't let your spirits be dampened. We all have to face failures in life and trust me, i've been through more than you have. So smile! x)
To all the peeps taking A's tmr, best of luck yah? esp rubin, the bestest and slackest ogl ever! hahaha... i still want your econs notes after you're done with your exams...

*Where's my fairy god mother?