I've seen beyond my childish thoughts,
to finally see the maturity that's screaming to be let loose.
Never to regret my actions, I told myself;
Afterall, both of us were being emotional during that period of time.
I can't just simply forget about the past,
way too many memories are present...
I really wish that I could say my feelings have been barricaded by all the painful words and actions,
but reality has proven otherwise.
Things have became too complicated for both of us to handle now.
I've heard alot of things but I chose to believe you.
Isn't that the whole point of being in love?
Pursuing the matter would only make my feel worse...
Maybe I've expected too much from you,
and gotten too little in return.
My heart felt as if it was pierced........
I used to think that suicide was the best way out but I've matured.
It wouldn't mean that your life would collapse if I ended mine,
I would just be a figment in your memory.
Getting rid of all these evil thoughts that I've been habouring all these while,
I hope that I'll come out a happier and stronger girl.
Being with you has taught me many valuable lessons and I really thank you for that.
I've learnt alot for the past few months and gained new experiences.
To inveigh against you, would be stupid and ignorant.
