damn today... seriously.. damn it! i was already in a pissing mood in the morning, and my mom had to fuckin yell at me coz i was grumbling abt the car window, coz it cldn be closed?! what the fuck lah... she screwed it up and she turned the table around and dissed me off instead? ulynn, told you she's a bitch! now do you believe me?
i was really elated when ulynn said we had to reach school by 8... goddamnit... stood at the foyer and realised that we were
LATE... so now our super super clean record is gone. and we had some lame shit detention from 3 to 5?! gosh...... yeah... " go to the library and do some reading."
right
i was feeling dead sleepy the whole time during intensive chinese lesson..my eye lids were like drooping and eyes were dry. it felt horrible... before i knew it, i feel asleep.. i know lao shi wasn't too happy about it but she didn't fuck me up like the rest... i love lao shi sometimes.. heh
the whole day was spoiled by hearing ppl's incessant scoldings, screeching, yelling and whatsnot... that old skin was suffering from some mental disorder and yeah.. started her daily routine of scolding ppl... sheesh... PW was boring so i slept, and then she had to make this comment super loudly saying " I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU ALL COME TO SCHOOL AND SLEEP!!!! IF YOU ALL WANT TO SLEEP, THEN STAY AT HOME AND DON'T COME!!!!!!!!!!!" screw that bitch... i swear, next time if she calls me and asks why i'm absent, i'll just repeat what she said today... " yeah.. i'm sleeping...so i'm absent"
my life's seriously screwed upside down... i just realised that we have to do our PW oral presentation on the 10th of Nov and i have NO idea on what's going on in the group... i hardly contribute anything anyway... can't blame me... i hate the topic we're doing... Titanic.. how interesting can this get?! doubt we'll ace this.. it annoys me when ppl asks for suggestions and in the end, go ahead with her own idea... just coz she's the leader?! its an obligation rather than a group work! fuck it lah... i'm so gonna mug for the A's, do well enough to go to a well recognised university in Australia and get outta this shit hole singapore... then, no one would bother about how well i did for project work and stupid cca... damn the education system...
pooey... feel so good after typing all these... i despise my school... i really do. that includes most of the teaching staffs( from the most senior position to the lowly act big teachers), and the crazy fuckers who escaped from woodbridge... my school's a living freak show............
thankfully, i saw the ever cutest jerry ho after i decided to zhao 1 hr of detention with ulynn.. that made me a little happier... that guy looks good in anything i tell you.. from uniform to outside clothes... its amazing!!! dude, rock on and study hard!!! nj's a conducive environment to study, and pls make sure jess studies too yeah?!
no school tmr... i shall attempt to start studying chinese... and try to stop dwelling on how badly i'll do for promos.. all i'm hoping for is to be able to get promoted even without taking the sub papers... *crosses fingers*
*catching up on beauty sleep!
