today was jus a waste of time.. wouldn't have gone to school if i were given the choice... which i wasn't... had 3 tests remember? well... for the 1st time in my whole entire JC life, i felt that the math paper was easy. not being humble about it... come on... i finished the paper 15 mins before hand.. when usually, i had to ask for extra time?! hahah.. and i did not copy... so happy with myself.. errr.. but as u know, econs was practically screwed... i didnt bring home the bloody notes and i had a hard time finding the answers.... chem was OK only... nothing fantastic that i can brag abt... oh.. i didnt copy for that either... so to stupid melvin lim... stop being a sour grape!
BUT!!!! the last 3 lessons were wasted... TOTALLY... had no practicals and gp teacher didnt come and no one came to inform us till 20 mins before school ended... fuck.. could have just zhao school and not get drenched on the way home.. so all of us were stuck in class playing, gossiping etc till 430...
phua: i reallie hope you can get a grip of your life.. don't allow this to crumble all the hopes and dreams you've built so far...
call me aiight? *muacks*
this was something i thought of while having the free periods... melvin said it was presentable for the blog... haha
I've lost all the emotions.
Completely...
All that I'm left with is nostalgia.
I guess you could say that I've broken free from my own misery.
The same one that I've been feeling for the past few months.
I will no longer inflict pain on myself, on you, on us.
I'm sorry that things had to turn out this way.
I had no deliberate intentions of doing this...
Perhaps I've finally awaken to the call of reality...
Suddenly, all these doesn't make any sense.
Feeling stupid after all these while
Remembering and reminiscing those times,
My tears became uncontrollable...
From the first meet up, to the very last kiss,
From the first argument to the last cold shoulder we gave each other...
None of these will prevail.
All shall end in the little fairy tale of mine.
It's time to unfold another new chapter of my life,
It's time to move on....