I'm always putting on a brave front when it comes to you, taking all that has happened, calmly.
Or at least I try to do so...
Being me, how am I supposed to be nonchanlant when the agony and suffering that you inflicted on me,
are starting to corrode my soul?
Was i wrong to confess?
hmmm... this was written by me... with some parts taken out.. not a complete poem... i've compiled them into this tiny book of mine... all my thoughts, feelings, heart breaks...... all in there.... maybe i'll show them to my grandkids next time...