what the fuck lah.... math is so time consuming and frustrating... i cant seem to solve my power series!!! will get back to that later... i'm seriously screwed for the test... ALL THE TESTS!!! what's the point of education? i have had 10 yrs plus of proper education and i still cant seem to find the answer to that question... it has been haunting me since forever!!!
oh.. there's this particular bitch that i really detest... mother fucker... WE PAY SCHOOL FEES TO BE EDUCATED, NOT TO HEAR YOU RAMBLE ON AND ON ABOUT IRRELAVANT STUFFS. you're shrilly voice really makes our hair stand, and you're face....... lets just say you'd be better off wearing a mask... why cant u jus save the energy by teaching us properly... haven't you realised 1t30's economics grade has been suffering... all thanks to you...
TO ALL: she can spend 20 mins scolding us for some minor shit like coming late to college, threatening us she'll send us for detention, maintenence, summit our names to MONSTER MIC.... ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... we're soooooo scared..... give us a break lah....
no wonder you're still an old virgin... its your attitude... that's why no guys wanted to make you their wife... mother fucker...
feel much better... stupid old woman... grrrrrrrrrrrr.... i guess i better be hitting the books soon eh! x)
btw, thanks to: veron,ulynn,crystle,sam,clara,tricia,theresa,raymond,jh,melvin,kat,wenqi,yy,rach,jinwei,phy,val,baoli, bathing mates, 5 fingers... you guys are the reason why i still have that little bit of reason to make myself go to that darn school!!! *muacks*
*I never promised you a happy ending, you never said you wouldn't make me cry....
e*an said at
4:48:00 pm
why the fuck am i still up at this hour? i'll tell you why... i jus helped HIM finish his gp essay.. to my advantage too coz i have a bloody gp mock exam on wednesday... so that acts as a practice... kinda satisfied with my work... so no complains.. heh... x) next week is just crazy... 3 friggin tests on tues ( mathC, chem, and econs)... obviously i'm just gonna concentrate on math and chemistry... to hell with econs and pinky me. i'll just do my usual routine... the back row ppl will know. esp 3 gays and kare kevil... ahahhaha, oh yah.. back to how friggin next week will be. i have gp mock on wed and some stupid chinese mock on fri... and u know what's the best part? lao shi says we can't exactly study for it coz there's no boundary... chinese sucks.. coz i'm not performing up to my own expectations... hmph...
anyway, today was pure crap... i got all uptight and mood swings came. AGAIN.
Thankfully, my ever dearest swan was there for me... i tell u, she's the bestest of the bestest... phua, if you're reading this, don't worry!!! you're not forgotten either!!! my sweetest 10 yr and coming to 9 months friend!!! u 2, we've had our fair share of disputes and nonsense but every moment we spent together was definitely worth remembering!
To veron: though we weren't exactly on good terms in nyps, i'm glad ms clara wong put us together in stc... my life changed for the better indeed!
To phua: u bitch!!!!! hahahah... my god.. i dont know where to begin... its almost telling my life story! all started in p1, nonon... we didnt even remember being in the same class... p4 was the right one... stupid asshole... stupid ss ( chicken bo backside?) and then in stc, blah blah... and i still rem. ur 5 finger theory.. *smirks*.... oh well.. i hope everything goes well for the both of us.... u dont think so much.. worry abt ur promos!!! we'll catch up sometime after the exams... and this time, by hook or by crook, we have to drag daddy hor and marc out too!!! the stupid " meet up" at the lousy funfair wasnt counted... honestly, satay wasn't exactly nice either.. have no idea why marc was salivating over that!!! x)
ok.. its 2 plus.. i better get to bed... hafta wake up bright and early to do a little of integration and then practice my power series and functions!!! nites!~
e*an said at
2:10:00 am
a lost for words...
mixed emotions and a brain-dead mind.
i should't have told u...
why am i always having regrets?!
e*an said at
2:06:00 pm
DEAD
TIRED...
omg omg omg.. today was kinda alright... saw denise, gemma, and my lemon chicken... i reallie miss denise a whole damn lot... so glad she's happy in rjc! anyway, i dragged ulynn all the way from heeren to ssc to find
SEXY... i guess it just wasnt meant to be... kinda deserted... only people we recognised was SOUR MILK( jin wei), his friend whom i dunno his name and stanley! how pathetic.. ITS DREADFUL...
however, felt a sense of satisfaction.. i know how to do a little bit of integration.. that's a big accomplishment for someone who is always demoralised by something or another...
e*an said at
10:37:00 pm
no one will see this, but i...
How many times must i fall, before i learn from my mistakes?
Don't push all the blame to me...
You're the cause of ALL my misery
You're the one that has made me so helpless.
Everytime i try to get over you, you just have to come back into my life.
All those fucking empty promises you made still prevails...
I choose to believe what you say,
Even though they're just sugar coated pills...
I'm definitely naive. Cos you moulded me into my desolated state.
No longer appealing because a new face has taken over...
A haggered,sour look.
e*an said at
9:14:00 pm